By Chad Parenteau
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I am not strong enough to witness
any tongue with a hint of intent
and honest motive that can break
down barriers that exist less as
protection and more for shade from
the world’s gaze while I slowly
die unwanted. There is no me in
needs. There was too much plea after
each please. I have stopped asking.
The secret is not to not ask but to not
want to ask and that’s why my
defenses stand strong, which is to say
unchallenged, ready to collapse at
a soft touch that never comes.
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Chad Parenteau hosts Boston’s long-running Stone Soup Poetry series. His work has appeared in journals such as
Résonancee, Molecule, Ibbetson Street, Pocket Lint, Cape Cod Poetry Review, Tell-Tale Inklings, Off The Coast, The Skinny Poetry Journal, The New Verse News, dadakuku, Nixes Mate Review and
The Ugly Monster. He has also been published in anthologies such as
French Connections, Sounds of Wind, Reimagine America, and
The Vagabond Lunar Collection. His newest collections are
All's Well Isn't You and
Cant Republic: Erasures and Blackouts. He serves as Associate Editor of the online journal
Oddball Magazine and co-organizer of the annual Boston Poetry Marathon. He lives and works in Boston.