Repressed Memories

By Donalyn White

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Listen — the fact is
I remember things that were coming apart.
My mind seeks them out —
a wandering, rude tongue
prodding the gap of a missing tooth.
Wait — I am uninterested
in touching the bruise
of my own weeping grief.
Please — I am not strong enough
to witness the violence
of my own impossible resuscitation.

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Donalyn White (they/them) is a teacher, PhD student, and tender of archives living in Southern California. Their political musings can be found on Truthout and CounterPunch, and their poetry appears in MockingHeart Review and Plainsongs. They spend their spare time wandering around museums, exploring tide pools, and thinking about all the ways to melt ice.